Showing posts with label international student. Show all posts
Showing posts with label international student. Show all posts

Wednesday, September 14, 2011

I AM IN LONDON: The Edge of Night and Day

Over the last few days I have been on quite the adventure - slow and dull at times, but exciting also.

SPECIAL NOTE: In my rush to get this update to you all, I have not edited the following post. 

September 12, 2011:

  • Made it to the airport 2 hours early have a filling meal at Smokey Bones. I had a delicious burger and it filled me for the entier flight to Boston and several hours later.
  • Saying good bye to mom and dad was really hard - not helped by how much I dislike planes. I had a few panic attacks as I waited, only calmed by some hot tea and pretending I was at Stagecoach. 
  • The plane was small and had propellors. It was terrifying. It was fast. 
  • We landed in Boston, and I had to take a bus to the correct terminal. I called my parents after getting my boarding pass for Iceland. After going through security again, I found a restroom, found a sandwich shop, found a table and then ate. It was a three hour wait, where I read and ... read. 
  • Boarded the plane, relaxed into my travel pillow and actually slept for the first few hours of the flight. It was in the last hour I could not fall back to sleep, and watched as the sun rose with a brillant red horizon. We landed, coming lower and lower over the ocean and buzzed over the flat land before the airport. There were very few houses scattered about the shoreline but many mountains in the distance. I am fairly certain I saw the volcanoes, but cannot say for sure because I am not well studied in the geography of Iceland.

September 13, 2011
  • 9.5 Hours In Iceland: I got off the plane. I had tea and a scone - that my Mommy packed me. I found a comfy chair. I found a second comfy chair. I pulled them together. I slept. I slept on those two chairs, with my travel pillow for 6 hours. Then - I read. And - Ate a sandwich.
  • Boarded the plane - 45 mins late - and got on my last flight for London. It was a very short flight compare to my day in Iceland, but beautiful. This time I was able to watch the sun set. The whole sky was a giant rainbow. Red on the horizon, then orange, then yellow, green, blue and a dark navy into the night with the small bright dots of the stars. As we flew on towards London, I began to notice something I'd never paid attention to before. A line across the sky - the edge of night and day. It was incredible to watch our plane fly into the night. Incredible. 
  • Once in London, it was dark and we were welcomed by the bright orange lights of the city. After circling for about 20 minutes we finally landed, and I was picked up by a Kingston Uni official and brought home to Philippa's. 
  • She had made the most delicious dinner - a real chef - and we caught up before I fell into bed. It was really wonderful to see her again, and as even John commented on, "It's like you never even left!" It does feel that way a bit, but I have changed much over the small bit of time that I had been gone. I am stronger, more confident, more sure of what I am after. Walking down these streets feels like being back in my second home again; They may not have changed in their paths but I have changed my own. 
My stamp from Iceland and a postcard to prove I spent
real-life time in their wonderfully designed airport. 
September 14, 2011
  • Stacey and I meant to wake up early and get right to campus for enrollment, but we didn't. Around 11am we left the flat for Kingston and successfully made it without getting lost! I was quite excited about this, even remembering the back way to save us time. 
  • At enrollment, we signed up for the health clinic, grabbed information on phones and waited. We waited for our orange designated color to be called, we waited to stand in the enrollment que, we waited in the enrollment que, we waited to have our credit checked and we wait to have our photos taken and printed onto our brand new id cards. It was probably between 3 and 4 hours of waiting, but not stressful because we had nothing else planned for our day but lunch.
  • At enrollment, we managed to meet some new / cool people. Anna from Poland and Mike from Niagara Falls - small and big world at the same time. We went to the King's Tun pub and had some enlightening / wordily conversation that I had missed from both not being a student and not being in such a diverse place as London. 
  • I had a Chicken Caesar Salad.
  • We then got a few items from Boots - shampoo, toothpastes, etc - and Asda - bread, peanut butter and crackers. On the walk home we grabbed a newspaper to look for flats, but everything posted was for the central London area. I would love to say yes to that but that would be a long commute every morning, not to mention expensive monthly payments. I then spent the next several hours looking online for places with very little success. Philippa again treated and Stacey and I to dinner - a pasta dish with homemade sauce, delicious. She and John then provided us with good information on looking for a flat. We concluded we must get another paper and look around as we walk Kingston tomorrow - writing down all the let signs we see
Now I am getting ready for bed after another exhausting day. I believe I skipped right over jet lag, and went straight to - Can my bedtime be at 9pm? (That would be 4pm USA time). 

Sorry I delayed my post a bit,
xx, Kristin




Monday, July 18, 2011

What Now?

Dear London,

If anyone actually reads this blog they are going to think I need to get checked for bi-polar disorder. My mood and stress levels are so connected to this process of becoming an international student. I should probably chill out, but I cannot let go because I am so afraid that the moment I let loose it will come crashing down around me and - dream over.

I never wanted to be the person so affected by money, but that is who I am becoming. I cannot have or be what I want without it, and therefor its importance has been realized. Now, I am faced with finding a good chunk of dollars with little time and little savings. Why? I have to pay for a plane ticket and 4-6 weeks of rent without the support of my loans that I took out to support my graduate school and living expenses... WHAT?

Without thinking of what will happen if I cannot find the money, I am continuing to fight against the waves crashing into me. Right now I am searching for the way, using my bank as a pretty huge resource. There is the option of taking out a loan and / or there is the option of increasing my credit card maximum amount. The only catch is that I have to convince my manager to sign a paper saying how much I get weekly, which is now on tomorrow's growing to-do-list.

Tomorrow: I also have to finish my Visa application, and wait to hear from Patrick with my huge list of questions about disbursement. We will see how my mood will be by 8:30am and hope it turns out well. I am also having a skype date with Stacey and Ruth tomorrow night, which will be good to sort out housing and when to land in London.

I did receive a lot of help from my parents today, which I am really grateful for. Hopefully, everything will be worked out from their help today. It was really refreshing to not have everything be on me and my shoulders.


Wales: 2009, Photographer: Kristin Bergene

xx, kristin


Sunday, July 17, 2011

The Thoughts of an International Student

Dear London,

Everyday - every weekday - it seems that I am hearing more and more from Kingston. It is a constant flow of term schedules, orientations, and twitter following suggestions. At the beginning of the week, it freaked me out. In the middle of the week, I was in an honest panic. But now, I have returned to a moment of calm.

The thoughts of being a student again, after being out of school for over a year filled me with excitement and fear. I love to learn. I love the institution of higher education. I love being able to control - to an extent - how I learn the material I am faced with. However, will I be able to control myself when I return to Europe? I have told anyone who had asked, or suggested their own desires, that rather than exploring Europe again I plan to hop on trains and see the countryside of England, Scotland, Ireland and Wales. But then my head goes - of course I will visit Italy again with Phillipa and of course I will return to Norway to see my family - and this time with pictures and better presents from america. Not to mention that I have to visit Amanda in Spain!

And I do fear that this chain will break my attention from my studies, the reason I am returning to Kingston - I think - to receive an impressive master's degree in Creative Writing and Publishing. Constantly, I fill my head with the thoughts and advice from my Aunt Sandy. The power of a master's degree on its own, plus the fact that I was courageous enough to travel to another to receive this degree IS A GOOD THING. I hate, hate, hate to be limited and this path I am on should make my limitations less - except with the whole dollar, dollar bills thing.

I can imagine that I am not the only worried international student, though the arasmus students - European International Students traveling to another European country for education - would not be faced with the temptation of most countries in Europe. Perhaps Ruthie and Stacey are in the same place as myself. Maybe I will make new friends, bonding over this constant cycling thought process in my mind.

ANYWAY - back to the emails. Now, I am aware that:
  • I should be finished with my course between June 4th and June 28th.
  • I also know what the Master Classes will be of and that they will occur every Monday from 6pm to 8pm.
  • I know that after I finish re-reading Harry Potter, I will need to read Rebecca.
  • I know that I need to create a new and private twitter account, so I can follow their suggestions easily.
  • I know when and what some of the orientation events will be and have added them all to my calendar.
Though - I still do not know:
  • when I will receive my loans
  • how and when to buy my plane ticket
  • what my courses will be
  • where I will live
  • and if my visa is as easy as I hope and think it seems.
These thoughts are still weighing on my mind and every time I run though them, I am certain I am missing one. Even now, I am sitting here thinking if I need to add something to that list, but nothing else comes to my nervous mind.

At this point, I can no longer say, "I am probably going to England this fall." I have made a promise I will not, and that I will spend a year learning amazing things inside and outside of the classroom. Fingers crossed that I am not forgetting anything...


Norway: 2009, Photographer: Kristin Bergene

xx, kristin